A song about depression

I feel all right
Just close to dying
Stay here tonight
In case I go
And I don’t know why
But I keep on trying
I think I might
Finally let go
The winds blow change
But no change for me
I’m wandering lost
Beside an endless sea
The water is calling
But if I give in
I’ll let it take me
I won’t come back again
Flowers are blooming
Birds fly in the sky
Yet I sit here lonely
And wondering why
There’s just no answer
For the hurt inside me
So, I’ll sit here rocking
And stare at the sea
The winds blow change
But no change for me
I’m wandering lost
Beside an endless sea
The water is calling
But if I give in
I’ll let it take me
I won’t come back again
Don’t try to save me
It’s already been done
I know there’s a God
And my battle’s been won
But for today
I’ll let this hurt
Wash over my body
Like water on dirt
The winds blow change
But no change for me
I’m wandering lost
Beside an endless sea
The water is calling
But if I give in
I’ll let it take me
I won’t come back again
I’ll sit here rocking…and wish for the sea.
Allison Divine
April 11, 2025